Paradise Without a Beach...

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 18:02:18 GMT

Fin.

P.S. I got a head concussion and I have like 5 staples in my head right now. Oh how wonderous.

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 19:46:55 GMT

And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree,
there will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is still a chance that they will see,
there will be an answer. let it be...

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 17:43:27 GMT

So yeah, I graduated or something. Now I can finally move on to important things.

TAPDANCERS!

Thu, 19 May 2005 17:43:57 GMT

EUPHORIC! HOLY SHIT! EXUBERANCE!

Mon, 16 May 2005 03:45:25 GMT

Sigh

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 00:31:49 GMT

I'm gone...

!?!

Sat, 08 Jan 2005 16:27:40 GMT

"WHAT THE FUCK YOU STARING AT LADY?!"

Get outta here!

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 01:00:30 GMT

This is my cat (Really more my sisters and my mothers cat, but whatever.) being lazy just cause I really have nothing else to talk about.

Fri, 17 Dec 2004 00:02:57 GMT

I need to get a life. :/

Fri, 05 Nov 2004 19:18:46 GMT

Oh shit

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 01:31:48 GMT

What.

See it..

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 20:55:41 GMT

"Colonel! Can you possibly imagine what is going to happen to you, your frame, outlook, way of life, and everything, when they learn that you have obstructed a telephone call to the President of the United States? Can you imagine? Shoot it off! Shoot! With a gun! That's what the bullets are for, you twit!"

"Mein Führer! I can WALK!"

"I think you're some kind of deviated prevert. I think General Ripper found out about your preversion, and that you were organizing some kind of mutiny of preverts. Now MOVE!"

HAHAHAHAHAHA

God that is always wonderful.

...

Thu, 14 Oct 2004 08:11:15 GMT

You're Gonna Carry That Weight...

-_-

Yes.

Mon, 13 Sep 2004 07:16:01 GMT

!!!

Dudu du dudu du du...

Wed, 08 Sep 2004 20:45:03 GMT

There, more pics of me. I only did it cause...I want the world to see my shirt I love so much.

Ok

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 07:10:00 GMT

It's time for a serious update. School is ok, I am kind of irritated about some people and teachers, but overall it is good. I have been working my ass off having AP Classes is hard. I guess it'll look good though if I ever decide to go to college. At this point, I am really missing something in my life I haven't had in awhile. Companionship, genuine relations.

It's annoying with all the superficial friendships I have built up and and it has amounted to nothing in my last year in school. Everyone is really just turning into the person they really are, some of them are still cool to hang around and talk about shit with, but alot of people are being real snobby, assholes, and they sort of make me that way by association. I thought that in my last year, people would finally grow up alittle and social clicks/circles would just dissapear.

I dunno, I feel like I am turning into a real shell of my former self. I've lost alot of my personality that made me bearable to talk to, and I am just sort of bitter. Real angry at everything. I can't just brush it off, and lighten up. It just seems things are getting worse and worse for me everyday in my head. I can be happy, but it's usually in very small intervals. I feel distraught, frustrated, drained most of the time.

I don't take pride in sulking about it in my journal and I should just change things I don't like, but I literally have nothing to fall back on to make me relax. I can barely get a collected thought off between all the work I am already doing and battling with whatever is fucking depressing me at that paticular moment.

I feel like what little close friends I have left, were all growing apart. I knew it was gonna happen, but so soon? I feel THIS close to a breakdown. I thought if I took it easy this summer, this kind of stuff wouldn't be so bad coming back into school, but I swear it is like a 6 month anxiety trip for me to get up and do this 5 days a week.

I was so relaxed this summer too. Well, maybe I'll update in a few days if I feel better.

Wakka wakka wakka

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 06:39:27 GMT

Wakka wakkaaaaa!

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 08:39:20 GMT

Why the fuck am I up? I mean, christ.

Might as well post a pic.

Well, wow, what the hell am I doing?

P.S. I live in a black hole.

I believe he will either agree or disagree...I'll take no calls on this matter, I'm busy

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 10:02:49 GMT

I haven't slept in one and a half days...I think I can go three days, but I dunno why I can't just go to bed at like 10:30 like normal people. I guess I'm not normal people's people...persona...state of mind...wtf?

The biggest choice in my life right now? Corn Pops or Frosted Flakes...This is a decisive breakfast food battle...for ALL HUMANITIES sake, you better hope oatmeal doesn't become a wild card victor! Also, gentleman...behold...I call it...TACO ISLAND!

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 02:37:41 GMT

Sometimes, I wish I would just die already. What a pointless, sad life I lead. I don't even know, I just felt like it.

Take me out to the Ballgame...

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 04:26:52 GMT

Well, let me see, went to the O's-Yankee game. Fun was had for all, yelling and bickering with New Yorkers, getting some good ol' ball park food, sitting at the exit of parking for 30 minutes lol, watching the fights break out in small spurts outside. Damn, it's a good time to be alive. I got a haircut to, but that was two days ago and it is pretty ridiculously short, like Army short, and I have already had like 15 random girls ask me if I am a Marine.

Damn good seats. Also, yes, that kid's head is HUGE!

Great day out as you can see.

I'm new and don't really know too much about what I'm doing!

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 12:00:41 GMT

Wow, wtf.

My hair is down, I don't know why.

Tue, 08 Jun 2004 02:09:27 GMT

What an event filled day. Maybe I'll tell ya guys about it sometime.

"The cigarette LIT ITSELF AGAIN!!!" lol goodtimes.

Where do I start?

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 23:10:04 GMT

Well, after a few more weeks, I officially become a senior. I only have to go to school half a day next year since I don't need a full schedules of credits, so I can just go in till 12 PM and leave school or stay for lunch then leave.

That kind of depresses me in a way cause I am gonna miss the social aspect once it's over, but on the other hand, I can finally go out into the real world and see new things and meet entirely new people. I dunno what I am gonna do to start this journey, but I have a hunch it will either start in New York or Cali.

My parents NEED me to go to college cause EVERYONE has to go to college, but I don't know where my priorities stand at this point. I will look around at colleges and let them know I am interested just to keep it open if everything I want to do changes within the next year.

Now, on to unrelated issues cause I don't want this to become a huge self-serving epic post about my life in the next year. I have been trying exercising more vigorously these past 3 weeks. I have been doing alot of cardio, weight lifting (I never weight lifted because I never really was drivin to be a huge ass kicking machine) and I have been running and eating better foods. Being Italian, this is very hard for me cause I usually just stuff my face with alot of italian food and drink like 4 cans of coke and then fall asleep on the couch watching TV.

I was at my grandparents earlier this week and I only ate ONE bowl of pasta. My grandmother was going nuts cause she says I have to eat more to be healthy (Healthy = 4 or more bowls and eat bread and salad and god knows whatever else she made that week.) God forbid I don't eat enough food to feed a third world country in one sitting, I will problably die of starvation by my grandparents mentality. One time I ate 5 pieces of codeletta pollo (Basically breaded chicken veal or something) and even after that, she asks me if I want a sandwich. No, I just ate more food then my stomach can handle.

There is only one more tale I must tell this session...I go into 7-11 cause I am on a slurpee fix and I get to the counter with a slurpee and 7 sobe's (Gotta stock UP!!!) and the guy at the counter is fumbling with the register and he asks me "Dude, do you know how to work a cash register?" I gotta say, I wonder how he made it through the day, so I get BEHIND the counter thanks to my experience in the field before and I rang my stuff up in the process of teaching him and basically I saved the day sort of. Atleast within the confines of a 7-11 that is off of the road I used to live on.

OMG I MADE THIS A HUGE SELF-SERVING POST LIKE I SAID I WOULDN'T DO!!!!!! Despite my best effors it appears there is a conspiracy going on between my brain and my fingers cause they keep friggen typing! Honestly, this is to many goddamn words just to be talking about myself. Buenos noches all you prince's of LJ (Princess's perhaps to?) KINGS (Queens) of the internet.

P.S. If you cheated and skipped to the bottom, you were smart cause there was nothing interesting in this post to read.

Imagine

Mon, 31 May 2004 18:04:43 GMT

Imagine there's no heaven,
It's easy if you try,
No hell below us,
Above us only sky,
Imagine all the people
living for today...

Imagine there's no countries,
It isnt hard to do,
Nothing to kill or die for,
No religion too,
Imagine all the people
living life in peace...

Imagine no possesions,
I wonder if you can,
No need for greed or hunger,
A brotherhood of man,
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...

You may say Im a dreamer,
but Im not the only one,
I hope some day you'll join us,
And the world will live as one.